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Where did things go wrong?

Why are people messing with my life so closely, anyway? It's like it should be the end for me.

I want to stay home today or join the gym, but AT&T sent me a bill for a plan I returned, so I have to go out there, again.

I'm fed up with my life not working out. People are finding and accentuating problems with my distant "relationship" with an older lady from Europe. Many people just leave me alone and let me enjoy it, but some people stir trouble like someone has to do something to my situation like that.

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Re: Where did things go wrong?

Are you interested romantically in this "older woman".?

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No.

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I wanted to buy a new laptop and a shelving unit.

I have a weird issue that if I buy something I will enjoy, something of mine breaks.

So, there were July 4th laptop sales. I told myself, hold off and don't buy it! I had a feeling my car would break.

I walk out to my car on July 4th and the back hatch will not open!

It's "crazy" to think I can't buy things I will enjoy BUT something ALWAYS breaks when I do, so not crazy.

Now I have to pay to fix my car.

Yesterday, I was visiting this autistic kid's house. It was about 100 degrees in this house. By the time I was done visiting I was totally exhausted, my muscles were cramping, and it was almost 7:30PM. So, I did not stop by Home Depot to get shelves. I could not picture carrying them as I had not eaten and was overwhelmed by heat.

All of that is daily life and it sucks.

It's not just you. Life is like a shitty slapstick comedy where things keep going wrong.

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Which laptops were you looking at? I just got me a new one.

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I want an HP Envy 17" with at least 16 ram.

The HP store ones with even better specs for 1,000. I passed on ordering from them because mail "disappears" here at times. So, I didn't want an expensive item like that go missing.

So, I am thinking about Best buy.

However, I want to see what's up with my car door first.

What did you get?

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https://www.microcenter.com/product/627929/msi-modern-15-a10m-262-156-laptop-computer-black

But check it out… I got this with 512RAM and at only $549

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That's a good price.

I was looking for something that can handle graphics and animation programs which is why I was looking at the HP.

I am not familiar with that store so I'm going to see if they have any locations near me.

We only have ordering off the internet and Best Buy in Philly.

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Well Microcenter is an amazing store. It's the store where the true nerds and geeks go to build their own computers.

Need a minut part?…they got it. Basically it's a hot rod shop for developers and computer builders.

It's in Dallas but I think they have other locations. Best customer service I've ever had.

/was looking for something that can handle graphics and animation programs which is why I was looking at the HP./

This is my very first laptop purchase. Initially I got a lower model Asus with low specs at $229.
But since I might be going to school for coding and programming I needed something with higher specs.

MSI is a gaming computer company. Supposedly gaming computers have the highest rendering for graphics etc. My model is one of the lowest models. The other ones go way up in price.

It also has a killer dragon logo on the front so I had to get it. 😄

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I looked at the site and could tell it was for people who want to build computers. I used to be interested in that and it's actually pretty easy.

Back in the early 90s I used to do it and it was HARD but still doable. I am sure nowadays everything is plug and play.

Anyway, there's one in Wayne PA which is not super far.

Haha at the Dragon thing.

I am looking for some specific things like a backlit keyboard and high processing speed. I am only going to pay around 1,000 though. Gaming computers get very expensive and it's just too much for what I need it for. But, I am going to check out that store near me and see what's up!

Thanks.

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/Anyway, there's one in Wayne PA which is not super far.

Haha at the Dragon thing.

I am looking for some specific things like a backlit keyboard and high processing speed. I am only going to pay around 1,000 though. Gaming computers get very expensive and it's just too much for what I need it for. But, I am going to check out that store near me and see what's up!/

Awesome yes check them out and online. Sometimes they have some great deals on clearance as well.

By the way my backlit keyboard glows bright white low, med and high. Love it.

No problem and I'm glad you found a store near you. Tell them Microcenter Dallas sent ya. 😋

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I will check it out!

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Make sure that it comes with a vagina diagnostics software.

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Vaginas are an art, not a science.

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Get a new Therapist.



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I just left a message to set up a "counseling" appointment. She called me and left a message.

I'm hoping to see my caseworker in hopes of getting more benefits from the government.

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Yea! I hope to join the gym, tomorrow!

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A counselor called me today to schedule an appointment, but she wasn't there when I called back.

I hope to see my caseworker, mainly for more money, though I'll get $250/month there instead of $200/month here. I am supposed to move on Monday.

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follow lillith's advice! what the fuck is wrong with you, do you need advice and counsel aerved on a plate of cheeseburgers and fries for you not only TO take notice but also TO take action??

NO gym should accept you w/o medical clearance! you are a risk management specialist's nightmare from lawsuit hell.

get a top of head to toe physical exam and a full metabolic/blood-panel before you lift one ounce let alone start a program.

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You're right, I might not be able to use the treadmill every day.

I also want to be healthier when I see a doctor, so they don't panic and overdose me.

"An apple a day keeps the doctor away."

I think I just got my Medicaid card, too, but it's made of paper.

I guess, after I move to the new group home, hopefully Monday, I can start seeing a doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist, and case worker.

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Well done!



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