What the hell is a Bloomin' Onion?
by Christina May 20, 2022 10:57 PMMember since October 4, 2017I had some of the Bloomin' Onion and bread/butter.I was gonna go grocery shopping but might stop at Wendy's first, nearby, due to my hunger. My aunt told me, like, she didn't care about my birthday now on the way because they messed up my benefits and she was worried it would take a few months. I took the bus. So, I didn't get any steak here or anything, she said we could do it later.
by Christina May 21, 2022 04:17 AMMember since October 4, 2017Yea, I have to not bother my aunt.. and I know this, both of them, or all, if you count both my parents's younger sisters. Even my younger brother, in his own ways, he'll just stop talking or not initiate a conversation. I've barely spoken to my mom's family, met her mom one summer, here in the US, when we were in Louisiana and visited Florida but not New York (state) in the summer. We never saw her again. My hair got curly when my dad's mom brushed it one summer. She was down in Florida sometimes, after her brother laid her off. I moved to Florida again, with my family, while I was in college, 2005. My music major was missed, and I needed to figure something out, was left off, from studying both playing music and singing, at a choice college with a high scholarship we worked hard for. I was still bewildered and didn't know what my next move should be. So, I vegetated until new opportunities came, like being as old as my mom was when I was born and now older than my dad was when I was born. I could have been a model at 21, but I guess something was also holding me down. They would pay for me to work out, in Miami! and I was in Orlando, which I was poor and it sucked and people were mean to me. I just blogged that people are "roping off" people like me from joining industries with attractive Late Baby Boomers, like the acting field or now classical music, which I'd advise people try to follow along with Europe and Germany and their home countries, ancestrally. I'm sorta tied up, do I really want to be a violinist and if I did modelling would that waste more time or give me more money? Of course, the real models are 5'9" in some cases I heard. I should have been taller, I could have been great. I just need longer legs. I found when I stretch my hips a lot I'm 5'3", but otherwise can be like 5'1"-5'2". I got a little shorter when I dieted for diabetes. More physical activity would be good for me. I feel safe if I have my benefits and practice violin, but do I just need to get outta this mess? Should I try modeling? I'd make money for a more comfortable living situation and social/career situation. That's what I resorted to when I was advised out of music and they wouldn't let me take the program I was after. Acting, but models can become actors, and I already was versed in that.Yea, I could have had steak, but I'm afraid to ask someone for my money from my deceased dad, but it's a secret, like how much. I think I've mentioned it, before. It's hard to know where my money I had went.
by Christina May 21, 2022 11:21 PMMember since October 4, 2017You don't know what! I'm down with!I know I could make it as a non-pop singer, but I believe in playing instrumental music! Finally, I'm in an apartment and things are mostly settled. I practiced a lot that other day, but yesterday my birthday was a mess!I wanted to play violin for at least 29 years! I started learning it myself at age 29 years old. I'm 36 as of yesterday, and it's been a total of 7 years. I've had 5 teachers. I was a piano major at age 18, my 1st year of college, at a prestigious school that's very hard to get into, in New Orleans, Louisiana, USA, in the area I lived since age 12, originally from South East Florida near the Miami area and North East Florida. I may not be a violinist, but I just joined church choir and asked if I could play violin for something outside of mass and it looks promising.I have a caseworker for free, but it seems they won't do much, I just get the benefits for my problem, being too tired to work on new pills.You don't know what else my problem is!
because they messed up my benefits and she was worried it would take a few months
Then, my aunt texted me upset as usual, not sure if something's wrong. Calling the party off, telling me I'm not 5 years old and that I don't need a party with balloons and everything. I told her I was already at the bus. I just wanted to have a good time for my birthday for me and for those I was to talk to.